push and shove

if you wanna push then i'm ready to push, but if you're pulling while i'm pushing then why'd you ask me to push?






I lack the ability to become close to people, it's not that i don't want to its that i don't know how, almost as if i have nothing to offer, and maybe i don't - well didn't, but now i am not so sure, i hope that my confidence and sense of me will flow back into me.