gospel proof

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLv-_EznYk4

“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.-John 3:16

We have heard or seen this verse our lifes, if we were raised in a church. But do we beleive it? Do we live it out? I know more then most of the time I do not. Yeah i can be a voulnteer in a church, I can go to a christian school, I know the stories, but am I devoting all of my attention to God? No, I can't even give God an hour of my time a day but He sent his SON to DIE for me. That makes me feel sick. I know no one is perfect and everyone make mistakes (even I do) but the least I can do is devote and hour a day to spend with God. Whats the point of being a christian if you aren't going to act like one? POINTLESS.

God is Love. Love is God.

Stop being a lazy bum and go doing something for God not for yourself.

supposed to be family. we are blood

You have a sister who sincerely believes that you don't like her. I mean, she's trying to communicate. She's speaking. But why aren't you listening? I mean, why aren't you
riveted! Why isn't this the most important thing? Just one night! You can't even go to dinner. You would rather get wasted then just go have dinner with your own blood. I can not deal with it anymore.

highlights

new series that's what He said started, it was awesome

emily came home

i got 83 on my math test:]

uprising was awesome! i'm starting a creative team.

i am the CSU TOM's rep!

food in the caf still sucks

i'm starting back up taking pictures of people, just for fun. so trendy.

can't take this

i wish you would come home.

since i was fourteen years old, you have been acting like this. its been five years now, and id say only maybe 9months of those fourteen years you have acted like you cared for me. but now i realize you don't. you are a drunk. you can't even commit to going to dinner with me. i am so sick of getting my hopes up. making plans so you can only break them. i'm done. i won't call you anymore or text you. when you decide to put the bottle down, then you can call me.

9/11/2001

Where were you when the world stop turning on that September day Were you in the yard with your wife and children Or working on some stage in L.A. Did you stand there in shock at the sight of that black smoke Rising against that blue sky Did you shout out in anger, in fear for your neighbor Or did you just sit down and cry Did you weep for the children who lost their dear loved ones And pray for the ones who don't know Did you rejoice for the people who walked from the rubble And sob for the ones left below Did you burst out in pride for the red, white and blue And the heroes who died just doin' what they do Did you look up to heaven for some kind of answer And look at yourself and what really matters (chorus) I'm just a singer of simple songs I'm not a real political man I watch CNN but I'm not sure I could Tell you the difference in Iraq and Iran But I know Jesus and I talk to God And I remember this from when I was young Faith, hope and love are some good things He gave us And the greatest is love Where were you when the world stop turning on that September day Teaching a class full of innocent children Or driving down some cold interstate Did you feel guilty 'cause you're a survivor In a crowded room did you feel alone Did you call up your mother and tell her you loved her Did you dust off that bible at home Did you open your eyes, hope it never happened And you close your eyes and not go to sleep Did you notice the sunset the first time in ages Or speak to some stranger on the street Did you lay down at night and think of tomorrow Go out and buy you a gun Did you turn off that violent old movie you're watchin' And turn on "I Love Lucy" reruns Did you go to a church and hold hands with some strangers Stand in line and give your own blood Did you just stay home and cling tight to your family Thank God you had somebody to love

random boredom thoughts

nine lasts:

cry: june something at wake forest

beverage: red-eye

kiss: cody fiddie

hug: erin laveince

movie seen: the notebook

cd played: mixed cd, chelsea bradford gave me last summer

song played: “blame it on the tetons"--modest mouse

phone call: sara robinson

purchase: Groceries!

eight have you evers:

1. dated a best friend: yes
2. skinny dipped: yes
3. kissed somebody and regretted it: nope
4. fallen in love: yes
5. lost someone you loved: yep
6. been depressed: of course
7. been drunk and thrown up: yep
8. ran away: literally? no. Figuratively, yes.

seven states you’ve been to:

1 South Carolina

2 Arkansas

3 North Carolina

4 California

5 Texas

6 Tennessee

7 Florida

six things you’ve done today:

1 Went to class

2 Fed Pixie and Abbey

3 Watched The Hangover

4 Laughed a lot

5 Procrastinated

6 Texted

five favorite foods in no order:

1 Steak

2 Potatoes

3 Lo-Mein

4 Chocolate Ice-Cream

5 Rice

four people you last talked to in person:

1 Emily

2 Erin

3 Bree

4 Sara

three wishes:

1 have kids

2 travel. travel.

3 be happy.

two things you want to be when you grow up:

1 teacher

2 counselor

one thing you regret:

1 not making better grades in highschool

i thank you