Numbers have so much control in my life, especially when it comes to age. I have this problem where i compare myself to people, not to their bodies or their cars, or whatever is important to others, but to their age. im a student in college and people my age are getting engaged and marries and even already have kids
I think it has really made me notice the expectations that come with age. In life people ask your age and assume things with it - looking at buying your own place? graduating this year? married? kids?
I dont understand where this age pressure comes from, i could understand it if it was about looks or similar due to advertising and the such.
I'm tired of always looking for someone, im ready for a real relationship, even just a good friendship would be nice.
I thought I made new friends this school year but they have all stopped talking to me now. I don't understand, you would THINK at a christian school people would be nicer, but they are just fake. Probably transferring to COFC next fall
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